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TITLE  : Queen of God's Will
AUTHOR : Ash Lux
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DATE   : 6/8/99
DESC   : Poem
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Queen of God's Will
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I can tell you this-
Only that which I know-
For nothing comes to mind
except through experience.

Verily it is,				
An angel of this miserable earth,
Born of the majestic heaven
And pure and full of grace.

Though still a virgin
upon my vien eyes-			
Only staying that is hard
But not impossible till the time.

Her heart of golden cloth is unseen
to those procliaming slut-
For they cannot and will not see	  
With eyes locked tight and shut.

They will never see
What I am so fortunate to be-
To live and watch and participate-
Without an unholy act.			

They see it in their own thoughts
Images of a girl of hell-
But they do not and will not try
And see what is truely there.

It is a golden wing of grace -		
which is as light as a feather-
As valuable as a thousand gold-
Yet as useful as the next.

Truely it is - I cannot lie,
Despite what you cannot see-		
How kind and tender she is to me
so perfect as a Queen.

Always there in thoughts or words
Despite the consequence-
I feel her warm presence		
As warm as a summer day.

Never obsessed in my thoughts-
Nor my words for the record-
She is a joy upon my life,
Despite what she does to me.		

I know God will show the path-
By giving me the eyes to see,
Nevertheless the source will come
in bitter sweet harmony.

I look to Him for support,		
even in site of a dreaded monster-
Because He is all powerful,
And will turn the bad to His will.

Though it may be hard to do
I must remember one thing-		
All is done to get to Him-
And enjoy every luxury.

         -6/8/99-